Spring break started and blogging fell away. It was not an intentional stop at all. The change in routine means it totally slipped from my mind.
While I believe in the power of showing up, I believe MORE in coming back after a slip or a failure. To me, the number of days doing something is important, but what's more impressive is the returning after a some time away.
I've never been one for streaks...I'm more the person who will do the best I can for as long as I can and I'll come back if I forget or miss a day.
So, I'm back...blogging again...showing up after some unintentionally missed days. Proud of myself for coming back and not giving up entirely.
I haven't posted in a couple of weeks. I've been thinking for the past couple of days about this post...but I can't think of anything to write. Frozen in my failure, I want to quit, but I push through and show up here...even though it seems pointless. Who wants to read a blog post about nothing? I begin to panic a bit...Have I "lost it"? My passion for blogging? My ability to blog? Why can't I think of something clever? What do I have to say that anyone will want to read? (By the way, I'd have all of these answers if it was you asking the questions!) Should I quit? Give up? Accept defeat? NO. Instead, I show up. Instead, I remember the words I said yesterday to my seventh-graders, "Show up. It gets easier." Instead, I write and show grace to myself. Instead, I remember that blogging is a muscle that I haven't stretched in a while and I need to warm up, I need to take some deep breaths. Here I am. Showing up to the page. I'...
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